Human is observant. People see things in every aspect. Must always be ready to accept criticisms and learn to change in order to be better and live in the social life.
I'm not like this, as I've heard, seen and gotten comments or criticisms, I really need to listen, watch, learn then do them. Is very true that see from other to reflect own self.
Unchanged and Unaccepted soon will be cast out, so I'm going to change myself from what is wrong.
Last Saturday was a pretty good day. Hmm..it was considered my "second time" to join life-group. We played captain-ball, but due to bad weather, and I went late, the game only last for a while. Then yumcha with daniel while still raining. After that we went back to church to play dodged-ball. Haha..it was pretty exciting, I played until my right leg ache.
Then on Sunday, Sv, Mel, William and I went to camping again. The place wasn't nice anymore than last time. The place was so dirty, full of rubbish and food...attracted so many bees.. So unfortunaly Sv and I stung by bees. The next morning was raining when we were cooking our food until we on our way back.
As a sentance always says: "the good time surely passes so fast." Had a lot of fun, is time to get back to life again. I've been doing nothing on February, going to work at Levi's. Hope it will be good.
Days are hard nowadays. I've been looking around for jobs and gathering efforts to continue studies(applying for scholarship). Lately I also read many messages that bring very similar meaning from devotion. These messages bring motivation..they are pushing me forward lately.. They are:-
1. You must have long-range goals to keep you from being frustrated by short-range failures.
2. Clear your mind of can't.
3. The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.
I like these. Things that I'm doing now may not be easy, but in the end I get what I want by not giving up to keep working toward the goals, I believe they are worth and I'll be happy.
And also, I so called just started my "rehabilitation". Help out my parents to do some house chores, like wash dishes and hang clothes. I used to treat them that they are simple things, but once I started to do it, I felt these "simple things" became special and different in life. I realized how my parents told me things when I was younger that they were so true and useful. I feel good.
Saturday, 14.02.2009, 8.45p.m. was the day. Watching him walked to lower floor from the escalator. He walked alone all the way to the entrance of the train. At that moment I felt very sad deep in my heart for his leaving, although I've said it should be a joy that he's travelling to oversea for studies. Tears almost flowed out from my eyes. I just very miss him.
I admit that this was very emotional. I started feeling unusual. I like to sit his "kiko", like to follow him, now no one drives "kiko" to fetch me anymore and a very close person not with us for long time. This was the first time I sent someone off which is very close in my life for a flight. Finally, I looked out through the glass window to the aeroplane runway, and his flight was ready to set off. Goodbye my good bro.
Wish you enjoy your life there and God bless you bro.
Few more hours later, I'm gonna say goodbye to my beloved brother-Zero. Whom is going to Melbourne to further studies. He has always been a very good brother for me, though we don't have blood relation. He taught me a lot of things. Always drove his "Kiko" to pick me up to yumcha, hang out, new places that I never been and etc. I really miss him, because will not see him for sometimes(long time), hang out and yumcha with him. But it is such a joy that worth to happy he's further studying in Melbourne. I'm proud of you bro!
That will be great to see you next time. I'll be guai chai :) and will always remember as you has taught me to Chase for Goals!
First day worked at loan department today. Not so used to it, like a new comer to a place even is a same company. 9a.m. like that my trainer called me, chit chat a bit... So he then asked me: aren't you going to further your study?! Me: Yea. He wasn't mad or what...he has known this since we talked before.
Apart from that he still taught me what is loan, its calculations and other stuff. The manager transfer me to this department, the main reason is because my trainer was promoted to officer, so he has to train a person who can "stay long" by taking his position.
He is a very kind person. He just told me that I need to tell the manager. Few officers discussed a little on my issue, I saw they were a little bit despair. They felt the same way that I need to clarify to manager, I need to further my study later. Just now before I left the office, The O.I.C(Officer In Charge) said he will help me with the intro how to tell boss.
Hmm...feel that myself must have a little bit more discrimination how to do things right.
I'm going to meet the manager again. I guess they're gonna hire someone to replace me for my trainer's position. But I don't feel bad of this if the manager does.
Micheal Scofield.
Fernando Sucre.
Alex Mahone.
When this Prison Break character(Alex Mahone) appeared in the the scene, he was a FBI agent that was assigned to arrest fugitives(Micheal, Lincoln, Sucre and etc). I hate this character a lot that time. But after the death of son, he helped Micheal that bunch of people together to reclaim their innocence. He became one of my favorite character now. I acutally wanted to draw all the characters...but these also incomplete...
A Dior model.
Nowadays I so run out of ideas what to draw,mostly now I can just copy from other pictures. Give me something or idea you want me to draw. Thanks.
Ps: These drawings were taken by my cellphone camera, pardon me that the quality is not good.
Another Side of Art
Hrm...As I draw thingslately, I found something else within Art that are "compulsory" for me to learn.
1. Art is not for me to boast with.
2. To control my ambitious heart(pride).
3. Accept critiques and to improve weakness.
Collecting
Now I'm thinking what to draw for my college enrollment. College requires me to summit 3 portfolios:
1. One A3-sized of drawing or sketching(with pencil).
2. One Piece of colour drawing or design (any material, any size).
3. One artwork in any title(any material, any size) or English essay to describe yourself in not less than 200 words.
Ps: Looking forward and collecting any comments and opinions for the above drawings, or ideas or something for me draw and suggestions for my 3 portfolios. Thanks & Enjoy =)
